CLOMID

I started taking Clomid on Monday. I have read a lot online about how women get cranky, emotional, you know, the normal PMS stuff except times 100. It is a different feeling for me though. I have now taken it for four days, and I have one more day to go for this Clomid cycle.. Let me tell you what. I feel as sexy as Angelina Jolie looks. I feel ultra feminine. Confident, girly. It is amazing. I wish I could feel like this for the rest of my life! I actually thought about wearing high heels today. To a job no one sees me at. I feel like going out and buying a new dress, with matching lipstick and nail polish. And a new perfume to boot. I look at my husband differently too. I notice how "manly" he is in his work outfit, silly things like that. I feel kind of like I did when we first started dating. I don't know. We have been married for 9 years this coming October. I quit buying matching bras and panties years ago. Instead, I rock the granny panties...THEY ARE AWESOME!! But this week, I look at my body like it is, well, a temple. It looks gorgeous after I smooth lotion all over my legs, or right after I wash my hair. My eyes look brighter. I wonder if this can be the effects of the drug, or the effect of Hope. Hope that I become a biological mother. Hope that my husband finds me attractive. Hope that, with the Lord, I can become exactly how I feel inside. Just a thought. A ponder. Horny isn't the right word, it doesn't even cover how I feel. I feel radiant!